⁠paranoid... don't make eye contact.... zeroly

⁠paranoid...
don't make eye contact.
not making eye contact helps me run away
run away from what?
run away from the paranoid of my mind...
why do i feel so insecure when i look into someone's eyes?
why do i hide?
why do i feel insane when i'm in your sight?
i just can't look in your beautiful eyes.
I do everything to run and hide
this is the suffering that darkens my mind.
can you see?
I don't know how to break this
and i can't feel my heart beat...

i'm the paranoid philosopher.