Coleção pessoal de dhayane_lacerda

⁠A letter I’ll never have the courage to send
You left like you never promised to stay.
And maybe you didn’t.
Maybe it was just me, hoping too hard.
But that doesn’t change what you left behind.
It doesn’t change the pain.
It doesn’t fill the hole you created.
Some mornings, I wake up and reach for you.
In the pillow. In the silence.
In everything.
I miss you.
Not in a poetic way.
In a way that suffocates. That weighs. That breaks.
I even miss the parts that hurt.
Because at least it hurt with you here.
I still love you.
Even after everything. Even knowing you’ve probably already forgotten me.
And that’s the saddest part.
I’m still here.
And you… I don’t even know where you are anymore.
Maybe I’ll never say this out loud.
But if one day you feel a sudden emptiness,
a sadness you can’t explain…
that’s me.
Loving you in silence.
— Me

⁠Dear
I’m writing to you from a time you can’t yet see, but one where you’ve grown and learned so much. I know you’re feeling lost right now, uncertain about your worth and whether all the struggles you’re facing will ever make sense. I know the days feel long and the path ahead feels unclear, but I promise you this: you are on the right track.
You may not feel it now, but everything you’re experiencing is preparing you for something greater. The pain, the doubts, the heartbreak—it’s all part of the puzzle that will help you discover your strength and resilience. You are not meant to stay where you are forever. You will rise. The woman you’ll become is more powerful and confident than you can imagine right now.
There will be times when you’ll want to give up, when you’ll feel like nothing is worth it. But trust me, every step you take, no matter how small, is leading you toward a life filled with meaning and fulfillment. Don’t rush the process. Your story is unfolding in its own time, and you’re exactly where you need to be.
Please, be kinder to yourself. Don’t let your fears dictate your future, and don’t let the mistakes of the past hold you back. You are enough, and everything you need is already within you. You don’t have to have all the answers today—just keep moving forward.
And when you finally look back, you will realize that every moment of struggle was worth it. Every tear you shed, every doubt you had, it all led you to the person you are today. So, please trust in yourself more, because you are far stronger than you know.
Take care of yourself, keep believing in your dreams, and always remember: you’ve got this.
With all my love,
Your future self.

⁠Dear
I know you’re going through moments of uncertainty, where every step feels like a challenge, and doubts seem to pile up, even about what you deserve. I know things might feel heavy, and there are days when anguish and the feeling of not being enough weigh on you. But I need to remind you of something very important: you are stronger than you think.
You will go through storms, moments that feel impossible to endure, but remember that what you’re feeling now doesn’t define who you truly are. Every tear you shed, every wound you carry, is part of a process that, over time, will show you the resilient person you will become.
I want you to know that everything you’re going through is part of a bigger path. Don’t blame yourself for your choices, or the ones yet to come. What seems like a mistake now will be the key to your growth in the future. So, be kind to yourself. The answers you’re searching for won’t always come right away, and that’s okay. The universe has a way of guiding us, even when we don’t understand its reasons.
Trust your intuition more, because you already have the wisdom within you to overcome the challenges ahead. Don’t lose yourself in comparisons, don’t doubt your worth, and never let fear make you give up on being who you are. You have a light that is uniquely yours, something no one else can take away.
I know that in time, you’ll look back and see that every difficulty was a step towards the stronger and truer version of yourself. The future will thank you for moving forward, even when it felt like there was no strength left.
So, take a deep breath. You’re already on the right path.
With love,
Me, from the future.

⁠If I could, I would stay.
I would stay even when you pulled away, even when silence screamed between us.
But the love I feel for you is too big to survive on crumbs.
So, for the first time, I choose to love myself too.
I’m walking away — not because I stopped loving you…
but because I finally understood that real love doesn’t ask to be begged for.
And still, somewhere deep inside, a part of me will always wait for you — whole, free, and unafraid.

⁠If I could ask you for one thing, it would be this:
Step into my heart for just a moment.
Feel the weight of a love that waits in silence, day after day.
Feel the ache of a gesture that never comes, yet is still hoped for with tenderness.
If you could feel it, even for just a moment, maybe you would understand how much I love you —
and how deeply I still wait, even without promises, even in silence.

⁠If you could feel for just a moment what my heart feels, maybe you would understand how much it hurts to love in silence and wait for a gesture that never comes.

⁠Love
If I could tell you what I keep inside, you would know how safe I feel when I think of you.
But sometimes fear speaks louder than the heart.
It’s not that I don’t want to love you — it’s that I don’t know how to do it without hurting anyone.
I try to distance myself, try to convince myself that it’s easier to move on without you… but every time I close my eyes, it’s your name that echoes inside me.
You are both peace and storm at the same time.
And even if I don’t say it, even if I hide, I miss you with every beat of my heart.
I just wanted you to know:
What I feel for you is real.
And a part of me — the truest part — chose you a long time ago.

Love
⁠I never needed you to choose me.
I just needed you to love me the way I loved you . without explanations, without promises, just with your soul.
I never wanted to be an obligation, a doubt, a guilt.
I only wanted to be the calm in the middle of your storm.
But now I understand.
Sometimes love is too big to fit into such a small world.
Sometimes, loving also means letting go even when everything inside us begs to stay.
I will keep you in the most beautiful place there is: inside of me.
I will smile whenever I think about what we were, about what we could have been.
And if one day our souls meet again — free, whole, fearless…
I promise I will still recognize you — by the way my heart will race without even needing to ask why.”*

⁠⁠Letter
“If I could, I would choose you.
Without fear, without guilt, without chains.
I would choose every smile of yours, every shared silence, every hug we never gave.
But between wanting and being able, there is a space that pulls me away… even though my soul stays with you.
I know you deserve more than whispered promises in the dark.
You deserve hands that never let go, eyes that never look away, a love that doesn’t have to hide.
And that’s why, even loving you in silence, maybe I have to let you go.
Not because I don’t love you.
But because I love you so much that I would rather see you whole, even if it’s far from me, than broken by a love the world forbade us.
If one day destiny is kinder, look for me among the stars.
I’ll be there , loving you the same way, with every sunrise.